Dreams of finding Self (Rene Magritte homesickness)






In the United States of America everybody is entitled to become famous, rich, successful, popular, even infamously, if its necessary, by doing whatever you dream, and aspire to become, regardless of your merits to do so, or at least have a chance to win the big one, playing the lottery, and daydream how you would expend your winnings, once you get the winning ticket.

Most people consider you a rare bird if you do not hold any such lofty aspirations, like becoming somebody worthy of praise by getting rich, or achieve your rightful place in history by succeeding on your not so secret dream of becoming an actor, tycoon, Rock musician, artist, or in whatever field of choice lays your ambition, to make a statement of success.

Once many years ago  by ill fortune, and self made mistakes, I had fallen in hard times, and this may be a subject for another story, anyway I took a low level job since I needed a job ASAP. One thing I had clear on my mind at the time was, that whatever it was needed from me, I would do in order to do a great job of a bad situation, taken one thing at a time, and try my best, despite the drudgery of the work, my attitude after a year was rewarded with a promotion by my good performance, however because my honesty when asked by the head of the personnel department what were my future plans for advancing with the new job position in the company, and manifested I had none, I was dismissed, the offer was cancel,  and sent me back to my old position!

My lack of ambition was judged as a clear sign that I was not good for the growth of the company, despite my excellent work performance at the same, and the reason why my immediate boss applied for my promotion,  ignoring the fact I was willing to do as much effort on my new assignment, regardless of not allowing myself to build sand castles on my imagination, and was perfectly capable of fulfilling such task properly. Soon after, another company offered me a better paid job, took the new position, and did as well, or better in that company as the last one, got numerous awards, being the first, or second employee of the month, gaining numerous prices, and incentives straight for two years, until the company moved elsewhere in the country, being one of the few 4, or 5 employees in over two hundred  employees to receive an offer to be paid for moving to the new location on the other side of the country, and it would represent a good career move for me, regardless I decided not to, since had no desire to start my life at a new place where  had no interest to relocate, judging I would do well at any future job I may be offered  in my city,  and there was no need for me to start in an unknown city, preferring familiarity, and old  friendships, over success, and a monetary reward of dubious satisfaction,  since happiness it’s such a subjective, and  relative thing.

City skyline


German art historian Benjamin H. D. Buchloh suggests that the core tenet of Warhol’s aesthetic, being “the systematic invalidation of the hierarchies of representational functions and techniques” of art, corresponds directly to the belief that the “hierarchy of subjects worthy to be represented will someday be abolished,” hence anybody, and therefore “everybody,” can be famous once that hierarchy dissipates, “in the future,” and by logical extension of that, “in the future, everybody will be famous,” and not merely those individuals worthy of fame.

On the other hand, wide proliferation of the adapted idiom “my fifteen minutes” and its entrance into common parlance have led to a slightly different application, having to do with both the ephemeral nature of fame in the information age and, more recently, the democratization of media outlets brought about by the advent of the internet. In this formulation, Warhol’s quote has been taken to mean: “At the present, because there are so many channels by which an individual might attain fame, albeit not enduring fame, virtually anyone can become famous for a brief period of time.”

There is a third and even more remote interpretation of the term, as used by an individual who has been legitimately famous or skirted celebrity for a brief period of time, that period of time being his or her “fifteen minutes.”

Andy Wharhol



One of the breakthroughs of political history was the invention and implementation of democracy in the West.  Its virtue was that it could take absolute power away from despots, tyrants, autocrats, and monarchs and emperors parading under a Divine Right, and hand a lot of that power to the formerly oppressed citizens, thus evening up the odds.

In a world where ideas and information flow freely, where governments have to answer to other governments, and where free speech is a sign of a healthy civilization, democracy becomes especially important and valuable, and suggesting that it is not up to snuff is a tricky business.  Even in cases where corruption perverts a democratic system, it’s usually traced to a deviation from this ideal, not to the ideal itself.

Although meritocracy as a term is a relatively recently coined word (1958), the concept of a government based on standardized examinations originates from the works of Confucius, along with other Legalist and Confucian philosophers. The first meritocracy was implemented in the second century BC/BCE, by the Han Dynasty, which introduced the world’s first civil service exams evaluating the “merit” of officials. Meritocracy as a concept spread from China to British India during the seventeenth century, and then into continental Europe and the United States.

With the translation of Confucian texts during the Enlightenment, the concept of a meritocracy reached intellectuals in the West, who saw it as an alternative to the traditional ancient regime of Europe. In the United States, the assassination of President James A. Garfield in 1881 prompted the replacement of the American Spoils System with a meritocracy. In 1883, The Pendleton Civil Service Reform Act was passed, stipulating government jobs should be awarded on the basis of merit through competitive exams, rather than ties to politicians or political affiliation.

The most common form of meritocratic screening found today is the college degree. Higher education is an imperfect meritocratic screening system for various reasons, such as lack of uniform standards worldwide, lack of scope, not all occupations and processes are included, and lack of access, some talented people never have an opportunity to participate because of the expense, most especially in developing countries. Nonetheless, academic degrees serve some amount of meritocratic screening purpose in the absence of a more refined methodology. Education alone, however, does not constitute a complete system, as meritocracy must automatically confer power and authority, which a degree does not accomplish independently.

Zhou Dunyi Confucian scholar


I will not ramble on the merits of one system over the other, my  point it’s to make aware my fellow Americans that we should never confuse our much vaunted democracy as our natural right to success, and fame. Democracy it’s a form of government that allows us to be consider as equals, when it come to our rights as individuals, and we deserve to be respected individually, regardless of our humble rank as the garbage collector, or as the powerful first citizen, the president of the United States of America. Sure almost any citizen could be president according to our laws, but I remind you that in 240 years of our history, we had only 43 presidents a rather short number if becoming a president would be  God’s given right of every Harry, Dick and Tom in America.

Freedom for any individual to pursue a possibility doesn’t mean it’s a free pass for everybody to have a right to become exalted in rank in whatever you do, just because you have dreams of obtaining your fifteen minutes of fame without having to work hard for what you believe to deserve.

Dreaming it’s fine, dreaming too much and lacking the skills, or means to realize your dream it’s practically the definition of a fool. And who wants to be a fool?


Well judging by the numbers, it seem many of us fit the definition, I will not tire you with anecdotes of such foolery I am sure you have many anecdotes of your own, from relatives, friends, acquaintances at work, or elsewhere, maybe at one point in our life, ourselves played such role.

Yes we all deserve a chance, and yes we all should do our best to succeed, but before dreaming too high, we should do better by studying our shortcomings, and see a way to amend them, after all, success function more like a Meritocracy, than a Democracy despite both being not perfect. There is not a substitute for working hard at what you want, and sometimes that it’s not enough, other factors weight on the balance, so a philosophical attitude it’s necessary to deal with our lot in life, but please do not expect that after a life of mediocrity, and lack of effort to be rewarded with fame, and richness if you didn’t inherit a legacy from a rich family. If we examine our life and figure our handicaps, but are not willing to do anything, oh well, you can still buy your lotto ticket and dream like anybody else!


But my advice save the money of the ticket the odds of winning the Mega Millions jackpot are roughly 1 in 259 million, not very good, rather look at the other side of the coin, and that is to realize, and discover who you truly  are, what its important is to be happy with yourself, and there’s nothing wrong with realizing that you are not ambitious, while this does not bother,  or disturb you, the important thing is to be happy in your heart with who you are, this doesn’t mean you shouldn’t try to be better, just the realization of knowing yourself it’s preferable than winning the lotto, in fact winning the lotto it may destroy your life. Meanwhile knowing yourself  will be your real winning.

For many years I thought there was something wrong with my character, since never cared to become rich doing this, or that, neither to achieve success, or pursuing concrete goals, actually I was pretty indifferent to acquire lots of money, and as long as I had enough to go by, was pretty happy with, until…

Well that, is another story to be told on a future post, let just me say, that after years discover that my lack of ambition, turned to be my biggest treasure, and what an asset this is! Precisely my lack of ambition freed me of the need to be the kind of person I was not, and it was not in my nature to be, and stop me from pursuing the wrong things, the kind of stuff that would have been detrimental to my soul.

Life it’s an irony, doesn’t it?

But a wise irony it is!

Carl Jung said: “The privilege of a lifetime is to become who you truly are.”

Besides the noble art of getting things done, there is the noble art of leaving things undone. The wisdom of life consists in the elimination of non-essentials. Lin Yutang

Sitting quietly,

Doing nothing,

Spring comes,

And the grass grows by itself.

Zen proverb


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  1. broodjejaap says:

    Your story shows Wisdom which is more valuable than knowledge or education. But the essential shift is from 1. a moment in time (exam of the Mandarins giving entry to a position) still used in Japan and France, based on an expected unchanging future. To: 2. a process of selfknowledge and learning and improvements together with others who do make contributions in the right moment in the right place- in a world which is dynamic and unexpected and …..full of wonders and wonderful people. I believe in Serendipity which can work when you are OPEN to perceive the gifts of Nature and your community. Happens if you GIVE all the time along the path.

  2. Thank you for this inspiring, thought-provoking post. My mantra for life is “Play the moment, not the results.”

  3. sherazade says:

    Cattiva traduzione but!
    Media e socials regaleranno fama e gloria x 15 minuti ed è tragico farne il proprio vanto.
    Penso che jung abbia ragione e cerco di mettere in pratica questa visione.

    Shera 🌷🍀🌹

  4. Yes knowing yourself and being happy in the little moments of life are truly the way to live a contented life. Materialism doesn’t bring happiness, often it brings the very opposite. A constant striving and for what?

    • theburningheart says:

      You are absolutely right Marje.
      The ancient Greek aphorism”know thyself” Which exist for a good reason, it’s at the root of our own Western philosophy, the Greeks named it Arete, somehow our materialistic society seems to have lost this ideal.
      Thank you for your comment! 🙂

  5. Christy B says:

    I am thinking that 15 minutes of fame is being given to all sorts of people who aren’t deserving of it or for what is their popularity I do not quite know.. I think though I’ll stick with this Warhol quote: “They always say time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself.” ~So with that I’ll go do some writing elsewhere that can help in some way to change the world a bit for the better. Wishing you a wonderful day!

  6. Maria F. says:

    Very interesting, and ego related for sure. Money can be a system, but the ego may be the greatest obstacle.

    • theburningheart says:

      Indeed, there is no problem with things, like money, only problems with ourselves.
      Thank you for your comment Maria! 🙂

  7. Becoming yourself is indeed a great privilege but sometimes you need to push out of your comfort zone and take massive risks to become the person you were truly meant to be. When I had very bad OCD I couldn’t leave my home overnight for 5 years and it took a major effort to actually leave my house and then finally go abroad. It’s great that you are happy and comfortable with yourself.

    • theburningheart says:

      To all of us life itself it’s the challenge, but we all face different challenges, and what is a problem for someone, it’s a piece of cake to others, the real challenge it’s not to think we should be like this, or that other person, but to find who we truly are, and deal with it in a way that will bring you love for yourself, and inner peace.
      Thank you for your comment we appreciate it! 🙂

  8. Bill says:

    Excellent post. Well said. Hard work is no guarantee of success or future happiness. But it would be unreasonable of us to expect success (and material wealth) without it. I think you’re right that we need to cultivate a good philosophical attitude to help deal with what life throws our way.

    • theburningheart says:

      Well, actually my whole point it’s that success with rare exceptions, will not come without hard work, and that it’s naive to expect success out of mediocre efforts, as it is now common due to an attitude of self delusion, even when we lack the means like an education, or other skills necessary for a particular task, as for example; in this town almost everybody has made a script for a movie, regardless if they had never even read a dozen books!
      It’s common for friends, or acquaintances to send you their self made video of their idea for a comedy, or movie!
      I mean everybody has the right to dream and try, but you got to see some of the stuff they think it’s gone open for them the door to successes, there are a few words to describe it, pathetic, laughable, idiotic, brainless, etc..
      And it’s true, not even if you work hard it’s a guaranty for success.
      Thank you for commenting, it’s appreciated! 🙂

  9. umesh kaul says:

    Very true words ! Marje. It is all a game of self satisfaction which is achieved by very few. All the rest (of us) look for satisfaction in others eyes!

  10. Heartafire says:

    I enjoyed your thoughts very much. I have always though Warhol full of hot air, not everyone will have even a moment of fame or real recognition, in fact the majority will not. LIfe is hard but for the few very fortunate, and whether they are really “fortunate” is questionable. I love the comment from the English Professor. so right on.

    • theburningheart says:

      Yes, an attitude of service without expecting rewards like the old aphorism: “Try to be perfect to serve, and be of service to be perfect.” will be the ideal to achieve, rather than all that it’s all about me, me, attitude.
      Thank you for your comment! 🙂

  11. Special K says:

    Glad to know there are others out there who won’t/can’t buy into the insistence that you not only have to do a good job on the job, but be super excited about it as well I’ve also felt the knocks of not obeying what Slavoj Zizek would call the commandment to “Enjoy!”– and have never regretted it.

    Thanks, too, for stopping by and liking a post on The Expositrix!

  12. theburningheart says:

    Thank you for your comment, yes, sometimes working can be a real drudgery, that’s why we get paid, otherwise we wouldn’t do it! 🙂

  13. Grandtrines says:

    Reblogged this on Lost Dudeist Astrology.

  14. macalder02 says:

    Te doy mi voto porque realmente lo mereces

  15. Xyz says:

    Te felicito por la calidad de tu blog y por los interesantes artículos que contiene, en los que se combinan el sentido analítico, el interés por el tema escogido y un sentido crítico dotado de un cierto toque humorístico. Es admirable como logras mezclar en dosis infinitamente variadas temas sobre la Historia, el arte, la sociología, y la narrativa filosófica con estilo literario impecablemente expuesto. Fantástico!

    Un afectuoso saludo.

    • theburningheart says:

      Gracias por tu respuesta, y tus encomios, son bien recibidos, pero sere cauto para que no se me suban a la cabeza. 🙂

  16. ptero9 says:

    Often, as I read your posts, I am relieved to hear that you are a kindred spirit. When one devotes so much time to a job, as we must do in the current paradigm, it’s easy to feel out of sorts, or guilty as charged for not aspiring to do more than the job they were hired for. I am coming to the end of my days of working for a living, and am truly being blessed by my family who are supportive of my need to step away and simplify my life.

    The last five years at work, I truly got caught up in the bosses dream of moving up the ladder, if for no other reason than to make more money and to please her. While the money will help me to retire a bit early, the stress of the last few years, and the lack of time to devote to writing, meditating, playing music and just sitting still staring at the ceiling, have left their mark on me.

    More importantly, in taking on the added burden of supervising two employees (two very fine souls who wish only to learn their job and do it well), my boss criticizes me because one of these fine individuals doesn’t aspire to be anything more than an administrative assistant, even though the quality and quantity of her work is better than any of the former admins that have been promoted! What sort of nonsense is this that passes for “professionalism” is beyond my understanding.

    Anyway, I am ranting here, but am happy to say that I have two more days left of work and then I will leave it all behind me. I never minded working, but I can’t say that any of the jobs I’ve had fulfilled me in a way that the simple life of reading, writing, studying and practicing the assorted skills that interest me do.

    Coincidentally, or not, I clicked on this post at random, so how about that, Brigido? 🙂
    Bless you!

  17. theburningheart says:

    Well, in all honesty even in school as a child, resented the fact I got to spend time there doing something I really didn’t wanted to do, like study assignments not to my liking, and inclinations at the moment, time that I could have used to pursue my true passions, more oriented as to what I do now.

    Work to make a living, was another sort of school of life, you got to go through in order to earn a living, and I will never call work a real passion of mine, even if at the end of mi life become very good at it, there was nothing I wanted to do really with passion, except to continue my sort of personal studies, that will no one will pay me for doing so.

    I mean who will pay you for reading, and enacting what you like from the stuff you are reading, when it has no value for anybody, but yourself?

    Its only at this stage of my life that I can tell people knowledge its a treasure made of the purest gold, and finest jewels, but do not reflect on your outward appearance, unless you happen to open your mouth and tell someone a little piece of advise, if they are willing to listen?
    Most people associate richness, for what material possessions you have, not at your subjective richness, a great Spiritual Teacher of mine say this to me once in my youth:

    “I will give you a treasure you will never be able to spend, and run out of it.”

    I understand people concern for money, that brings power, and buy objects, and commodities, but its totally useless to buy you happiness, peace, and wisdom, subjective pleasures who few people can appreciate as the real Gold like:

    “Do not lay up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy and where thieves break in and steal, but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.”
    Mathew 6: 19-21

    Congratulations on your retirement, but let me warn you, that really doesn’t bring us more time, as it is I am always backed up, even in answering you.

    My passion has become a full time job, even more demanding, than when I used to work.

    Thank you for your interest in answering me Debra.

    Blessings to you. 🙂

  18. Most of the world leaders are dictators. Media is bias and values of life stooping low.

  19. craig lock says:

    Reblogged this on The International Correspondent: Journalism for Peace (Peace Pursuit) and commented:
    The twenty century has been marked by cynicism,

    selfishness, greed, and the desire to please,

    all without changing the status quo.

    In the 21st we must resurrect solidarity and


    Oscar Arias, Nobel Peace 1986


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